Just Another Winter’s Tale

The snow was falling so heavily that it had become almost hypnotic. Coupled with the rapid, monotonous beat of the windscreen wipers which were fighting a losing battle to maintain visibility, Emily was impressed she was managing to make any progress at all. Several miles previously, she’d been forced to leave the busy A-road she normally travelled along when visiting her parents, due to a multi-car accident. From the number of blue flashing lights reflecting across the snowy surfaces at the scene, it had looked pretty serious, suggesting there was little chance of the route being cleared for several hours.

Emily had therefore taken the bold yet questionable decision of driving along the little-used, untreated back roads, in an attempt to keep moving. Being relatively near to her final destination in the heart of West Sussex, and having grown up in the vicinity, it was a route she knew well. This was a blessing given that the thick, swirling snow was now settling with a vengeance. Under the white blanket, the exact positioning of the road surface became increasingly blurred, forcing a confused Emily to rely heavily upon local landmarks. Hedgerows and tunnels of trees, now devoid of their thick summer foliage, became invaluable to assist her slow progress, under such difficult circumstances as these.

Crawling forwards, occasionally sliding on the slick surfaces, she passed a series of abandoned vehicles and felt her stomach roll with nervous apprehension. One of them looked suspiciously like a Ferrari and she felt a flash of pride that her own bog-standard car was managing to outperform the expensive hot hatch. Yet, with another seven miles still left to travel and the snow falling more heavily with every passing minute, much like the weather surrounding her, her chances of success were looking increasingly bleak. Gulping down fast, shallow breaths, she continued resolutely onwards, her cold, clammy hands providing a stark contrast to the hot, red flush radiating from her face and neck. It was physiological evidence, if any were seriously required, that driving in such poor weather conditions could be incredibly stressful.

Edging her way onwards, Emily found her mind starting to wander towards her family and the festive celebrations they had planned over the next few days. Somehow, Christmas always made her feel lonelier than at any other time of year, despite having her nearest and dearest present. Her favourite Christmas song proclaimed it was hard to be alone at this time of year, and never had that sentiment been truer. The knowledge that everybody would be coupled up in their happy pairings; her parents, her brother John with his wife, her sister Jane and husband Dan. Even the dog and cat were known to annually suspend hostilities and naturally migrate together beside the open fire, although theirs was always destined to be a rocky partnership. Emily stood out as the only singleton in a mass of happy couples. And it was so not cool for a woman in her mid-thirties to be jealous of the cat.

Her melancholy wasn’t helped by memories of what had taken place exactly three years ago, to the day. Her long-term boyfriend, in his great wisdom, had chosen Christmas Eve as the most appropriate time to make his big announcement. He no longer loved her and hadn’t done for some time, apparently. And that, as they say, was that. For the days and nights that had followed, Emily had played the song, ‘A Winter’s Tale’, almost obsessively on repeat. It seemed to so completely describe the wretched situation she found herself in. His thoughtless actions had even managed to tinge her favourite Christmas song with a dash of unbearable sadness…and that was unforgiveable.

A heartbroken Emily subsequently discovered that, with indecent haste, he had become engaged to an ex-girlfriend. Before anyone could say “shotgun wedding”, they were married and excitedly preparing to welcome their first child into the world. Although each new snippet of information hurt slightly less than the last, the news had still subjected her to actual physical pain, further hampering the recovery of her injured heart.

Despite it being a cliché though, time really was proving to be a great healer. Indeed, deep down, Emily could now accept that they would never have been compatible in the long term. Even while they were still together, she’d always experienced a nagging doubt, even though her brain worked strenuously to suppress it at the time. Looking back, she remembered wondering whether it was really her that he wanted, or did he just want someone. Certainly, the speed at which he could drop one girlfriend and obtain a replacement, suggested the latter scenario, and only added weight to her theory. These days, she no longer wanted him back. Indeed, with distance, she’d come to recognise that he had been insensitive and emotionally weak. But although his spell over her was broken, the curse he’d cast over Christmas remained firmly in place.

Making her way carefully around another abandoned car, Emily fought off the melancholy she always felt when her unwelcome Tekirdağ Escort ex appeared in her thoughts. In the past year, she had put a limited amount of effort into meeting someone new, in the hope of finding love again. But was she really cut out for a life of dating apps? Swiping left or right and being asked a barrage of personal, often intimate questions, whilst trying to fend off dick pics and unsolicited instant messages, were so not her idea of a good time. Wasn’t there just somebody kind, sexy and decent out there?

Negotiating around a sharp corner, her skin crawled in memory of a recent date she’d had with a guy, following a brief conversation online. It had quickly become apparent from the outset that theirs would never be a harmonious coupling. Emily was searching for romance, connection, belonging and, dare she even admit it these days, love. It swiftly became blatantly clear that he was looking for a one-off, no-strings attached, fuck-fest. Needless to say, that night he’d gone home disappointed. Despite being fed up with her single status, Emily struggled to believe that advertising yourself on the internet like some second-hand car was the way forward. She’d recently shared her thoughts with her sister who, in her infinite wisdom, had tried to console her.

‘You’ll know when you find the one,’ her sister had advised, gushing with positivity. ‘And it will happen, I promise.’ Easy for her to spew out such platitudes, Emily had noted at the time. With a glorious husband, two apparently perfect children and a Labrador in tow, she was the epitome of contentment. Besides, Emily wasn’t willing to just settle into another relationship now. Next time, she wanted something extraordinary, or nothing at all. She’d reached a time in her life where she wasn’t willing to mess about any longer.

‘Oh fuck!’ she cried out, as her car suddenly started to slide out of control. Emily quickly discovered that cruising sideways down a steep incline provided a very effective distraction from chronic wistfulness. Never able to remember whether you should turn your wheels into a skid, or out of it, she tried both options with minimal consequence, whilst her foot pressed down hard on the brake pedal. Trapped in a metal box, skidding towards a very solid-looking, highly inconveniently placed line of trees, Emily squealed. Her eyes automatically snapped shut, preparing for the inevitable impact and subsequent pain.

She’d heard of people’s lives flashing before their eyes, upon finding themselves in a near-death experience. Of course she had. What she hadn’t banked on was for her mind to take it upon itself to come up with such a random, eclectic and downright weird selection of memories. The images started off sensibly enough; her parents with their arms wrapped around each other, laughing. The epitome of the loving relationship which Emily herself secretly strived to achieve. The movie reel quickly cut to a goldfish which she had won as an eight-year old at the local fair, repetitively circling in its plastic bag. Next, a disco she’d attended, where her older sister had kissed a boy she’d had a secret crush on as a teen. Finally, she was doing her university finals, watching the dust float languidly in the hot, sunlit air above her small, wooden desk. Silently, she observed the names of students, stretching back over previous decades, deeply carved into the grainy surface. And then, nothing but darkness.

‘That’s it?’ thought Emily, feeling ridiculously short-changed, just before her car came to an ultimate and untimely stop. That bizarre and outrageously uninspiring set of memories was the best her brain could come up with, when faced with the threat of potential death? Seconds later, accompanied by an explosive bang that ricocheted painfully through her skull, her car became intimately acquainted with an Oak tree as the engine cut out. For a few silent seconds, she remained hunched over, gripping the steering wheel with white knuckles, both unable and unwilling to open her eyes. Every muscle in her body was tightly constricted, while her pulse beat off the charts.

As she clenched and relaxed each of her limbs individually in turn, Emily was relieved not to feel any immediate injury. Perhaps, she considered, the memories your brain selects are dependent upon the severity of the situation in which you find yourself? One thing was for sure, though. She needed to get out more and give her brain some higher quality fodder, should the worst ever happen again. Life was short; she seriously needed to start living it. With that thought at the forefront of her mind, Emily found the necessary courage to open her eyes.

‘Shit,’ she groaned, taking in the alarming sight before her. A brief glance down confirmed no obvious injuries to her own body, but her car hadn’t been so lucky. Rough, snow-covered bark belonging to the aforementioned Oak tree, loomed large in the driver’s side window, just inches from her face. Meanwhile, the crumpled car bonnet and cracked windscreen bore evidence of the brunt of the impact. Emily Tekirdağ Escort Bayan gazed forwards into the middle distance, observing the isolation and complete lack of nearby houses. She couldn’t help but wonder what on earth she should do next. Unexpectedly, a movement in the side mirror attracted her attention. Before she knew what was happening, the passenger-side door was wrenched open and a large, masked man leapt into the seat beside her, accompanied by a frigid blast of arctic air and an eruption of snowflakes.

‘Don’t move!’ he demanded, closing the door behind himself. Emily tried to scream, but an absence of sound escaped from her throat. Instead, just a weak ‘eeeeeeee’ glided pathetically through the air, at a pitch not dissimilar to that of a whistling kettle. With an effort that abysmal, realised Emily, the only creatures whose attention she was likely to attract were bats…or perhaps a Blue Whale, under very different environmental circumstances.

In terror, she slowly turned to face him. He was dressed entirely in black, with the exception of a thin layer of snow which had collected across his broad shoulders. A hood was secured tightly around his head whilst a scarf covered most of his face. As a result, only the darkest pair of eyes that Emily had ever seen, remained on display.

‘My money’s in the glove compartment,’ she squeaked, nodding almost imperceptibly towards his knees.

‘That’s good to know…I guess,’ he replied, and despite her distress, Emily identified a hint of amusement in his tone. Oh God, was she dealing with a complete psychopath?

‘But right now,’ he continued. ‘I’m concerned you might have whiplash, so don’t move.’

‘You’re…you’re here to help me?’ she stumbled. ‘Not to steal from me?’

‘Steal from you?’ he chuckled. ‘Who do you think I am? Dick Turpin? The most infamous of all the highwaymen…’ Emily felt very foolish.

‘Well, I’m pretty confident I don’t have whiplash…thank you,’ she replied, her good manners and upbringing forcing her to be polite to this stranger, who had appeared uninvited in her car, scared her half to death and now seemed to be laughing at her. ‘I might be at risk of an early onset heart attack though,’ she added pointedly.

‘I’m sorry,’ he murmured. ‘But you ought to be congratulated. That was one hell of an impressive slide!’

‘Yeah…right up to the moment of impact,’ she agreed dryly. ‘I didn’t see you.’

‘Well, when you passed me, you did have your eyes closed,’ he said teasingly. ‘Plus, I took cover when I saw what was happening. You can let go of the steering wheel now, by the way.’

Emily looked down to find her hands were still clamped tightly around it. Concentrating hard, she carefully released each of her fingers from their fraught grip before stretching her quivering hands out flat and placing them purposefully into her lap.

‘My poor car,’ she sighed, gently shaking her head.

‘Ultimately, it’s only a car,’ the man pointed out. ‘You’re okay. That’s what matters.’

‘I guess,’ she agreed, breathing out a long, shaky sigh.

‘Do you need to telephone anyone?’ he asked kindly, recognising her clearly delicate emotional state.

‘Maybe I should,’ Emily agreed, grappling in her coat pocket for her mobile phone. After hitting a few buttons, she dropped the device onto the dashboard.

‘No signal?’ he asked.

‘No battery,’ she replied slightly sheepishly. ‘I’m not the world’s most prepared traveller, even when extreme weather warnings have been issued for days in advance.’

‘Here,’ he said softly. Unzipping one of his coat pockets, he pulled out an iPhone, unlocked it and handed it across. ‘Feel free to use mine.’ Emily gazed down at the phone, surprised to be confronted with the screensaver image of a pirate – the man who was sitting next to her, she imagined, but it was impossible to tell. He wore the requisite eye patch, bandana, huge fake bushy beard and a lopsided toy parrot perched on his shoulder. Climbing all over him, while grinning inanely, were two young children.

‘You?’ she smiled.

‘For my sins,’ he nodded.

‘Thanks, but I won’t,’ Emily grimaced, handing the device back to its owner. ‘Not until I’m safe. I wouldn’t want my family to worry, or worse still, try and drive out in this crazy weather to rescue me.’

‘You’re safe right now,’ he said meaningfully. Something in his tone made Emily look up at him properly for the first time and in that brief moment, their eyes locked. With her stomach suddenly shifting into free-fall, she inhaled sharply, immediately retracting her gaze as though she’d been electrocuted.

‘You could call for a rescue service but I’ve already tried that for my car,’ he explained. ‘Unsurprisingly, they’re inundated and prioritising emergencies, which thankfully we are not.’

‘Your car broke down too?’ queried Emily.

‘Yeah,’ he admitted with a nod, and this time Emily was confident of hearing amusement in his deep voice. ‘Though in a far less spectacular fashion than Escort Tekirdağ yourself. In comparison to you, I would describe myself as an amateur, at best.’

‘Where were you heading?’ she smiled.

‘Barlavington estate. Family Christmas, you know?’ Emily sighed inwardly with pleasure. He had such a lovely strong voice, full of expression and tone; like a comforting tune that she’d once known, but long forgotten. He sounded reassuringly familiar. It was a shame she could make out so little of the rest of him, dressed up for blizzard conditions as he was. The only thing she knew for sure was that he was certainly tall. His build was much more difficult to decipher, given all the layers of clothing he was wearing. And unless he started unwrapping the various scarves from around his face, she had no idea what he looked like either. ‘You?’ he prompted, breaking her daydream.

‘Me? Oh…um…I’m heading to Sutton for the same reason,’ she replied. ‘So just the next village along from you. I normally stick to the main road, but there was an accident.’

‘Yeah, me too,’ he explained. ‘I thought I’d take my chances with the back roads.’

‘And how’s that working out for you?’ grinned Emily, starting to see the humour in their situation.

‘Surprisingly well,’ he admitted. Unsure exactly what he meant by that, Emily found herself temporarily silenced. ‘Well,’ he continued. ‘As much as I’m enjoying myself, we can’t stay here chatting much longer. It’ll be dark shortly and my aunt’s house is still a couple of miles away on foot. But at least it’s somewhere warm to spend the night, before trying to finish the journey tomorrow.’

‘Sounds like you’re all sorted,’ said Emily, feeling deflated. She had no idea what her next step should be. ‘Thank you very much for checking I was okay. It was nice to meet you.’

‘So you don’t want to join me then?’ he asked in a teasing tone. ‘You’re not up for a short hike?’

‘Join you? Wouldn’t your aunt mind?’ she replied, her pulse ramping up a notch, accompanied by more than a frisson of excitement.

‘No, the more the merrier, as far as she’s always concerned,’ he explained. ‘Have you got any outdoor gear?’

‘Yes, in the back of the car.’ He clearly didn’t consider her current clothing was appropriate for bleak midwinter and, begrudgingly, she knew he was right. Unfastening her seatbelt with still shaking fingers, she gasped as he placed one of his gloved hands on hers.

‘No, you stay there,’ he instructed. ‘I’m already dressed for this crazy weather.’ A freezing blast of air entered the car as he darted back outside. As the door closed once more, all that remained of his presence was a faint whiff of delicious smelling aftershave and a melted puddle of snow on the floor.

Emily chanced a quick glance at herself in the rear view mirror and instantly regretted doing so; she wasn’t looking her best. Although her bright blue eyes sparkled, they were surrounded by an unsurprisingly flushed and blotchy face. Briefly, Emily ran her fingers through her long blonde hair before giving it up as a bad job; she was clearly fighting a losing battle. Moments later, her white knight re-appeared, accompanied by walking boots and an assortment of thick, waterproof coats, hats, scarves and gloves.

‘Hey! What are you talking about?’ he exclaimed, dumping the collection unceremoniously on his vacant seat. ‘You’re a highly prepared traveller. You’ve got clothing for every possible seasonal eventuality back there!’

‘It’s very kind of you to assume I’m organised,’ explained Emily, feeling a little foolish. ‘But it’s actually just extreme laziness; I basically use my car to store all of my outdoor clothes.’

‘Right,’ he chuckled. ‘Well, I’ll leave you to get changed. Oh, do you have an overnight bag, by the way? I couldn’t see one.’ Emily nodded towards a small rucksack on the back seat. Having kicked off her flat shoes, she was struggling to pull a walking boot on; not an easy task in the presence of a steering wheel. ‘Seriously?’ he exclaimed. ‘That’s it?’

‘Yeah, that’s it,’ she confirmed. ‘I dropped all my family’s gifts off the other week, so I just needed a couple of changes of clothes and some toiletries.’

‘Wow…well, I’ll stick your bag into my rucksack to save you carrying it, if you like?’

‘Thank you, that’s really kind.’

‘No problem,’ he replied, grabbing her bag before doffing an imaginary cap. ‘Oh, and don’t forget your purse is in the glove compartment…seeing as I never claimed it for my own,’ he laughed, closing the door once more.

Emily spent the next couple of minutes fighting her way into her outdoor clothing, whilst occasionally glancing through the window to keep track of her masked companion. Unable to open the driver’s door, due to the up close and personal presence of an Oak tree, she struggled across the centre console and exited via the passenger side. Immediately, a blast of biting wind cut around her exposed face, thanks to the snow being blown almost diagonally across the white landscape. A shudder of goosebumps passed across her shoulders and she hoped they wouldn’t have to be out in such unforgiving conditions for too long. Stowing his phone in a side pocket, the man moved swiftly across to Emily and closed the door behind her. He then held out his hand in an unexpectedly formal way.