Sweet transvestite

Sweet transvestiteSweet transvestites from transexual transilvania…….sweet transvestites….. I don’t know about you but I love Rocky horror picture show and in particular I really love that song, why you ask? well for starters it has to do with the fact that I myself am a transvestite a crossdresser if you will and yes I am still one even though I have not dressed in a couple of years, see the thing about being a TV/CD is that you will always be a TV/CD. No matter how straight you try to act, how many times you purge that feeling will never go away and it will creep up on you again and again, and this is because that is who you are and really there is nothing wrong with it.I have been a cross dresser since I was 7 and I am now 37 so imagine that, for 30 years I have carried this with me, feeling guilty, feeling bad, feeling weird like if who I am is wrong but you know it is not wrong, quite the opposite it is quite beautiful actually.Have always love being a CD from fearing my first panties and bra when I was 7 and feeling so excited through all the discovery of womens clothes, oh how many hours I spent in my sisters room exploring their wonderful closets and drawers, all kinds of pantis and bras that would make feel so alive!!! to just stand there and look in the mirror and get hard, looking as my cock buldge in the panties and stroking it while kissing myself in the mirror, so many discoveries in that room!!!!Like the chipendale calendar, oh lord imagine me, young and horny in lycra panties and bra, in front of the mirror looking at all those hot guys and dancing, imagining I was theirs to do what they would like.The discovery of my first porn, Peter North spewing his lovely antalya escort cum all over a willing and eager face and then…..then that very special evening, late night in my room, in my special sexy black thong and bra, the first I bought for myself, so horny, masturbating and dreaming of hot guys when the idea finally came to me, and slowly but surely, excitedly proping myslef up against the wall, my legs up in the air, my hard, throbing cock right over my face and then it happened, I came, I came all over myself, my first self facial and one of the most beautifully intimate moments I ever had with myself.young, gay, cd in the closet, alone and horny, scared but excited, dreaming of the only thing that can beging to satisfy his cravings, cock, men, tranies, just being an all around slut.But then comes college, far from home, new world, new horizons open, specially in a city like boston, living in the middle of it all, bisexual experimentation, starts with some friends, the girls dares you to kiss your budy to suck his cock and its “experimentation” fuck that I knew what I was doing and I love it, I loved to suck cock in front of her, why???…. because I knew I could do it better than her and I could keep on pushing the boundries a little to get me what I wanted, dare you to suck his cock, dare you to wear my bra and panties…..bitch please I live for this, he loves it, he prefers me to you because he knows I know how to please a man, otherwise why is he calling me to meet me alone????That period was fun then came shemales, I have always love shemales, always have thought they are so beautiful and I remember that night, it was a few days before artvin escort halloween, saturday afternoon, alone in my room when I finally got the nerve to pick up the phone and call that add, the one I had been staring for weeks in the back of the phoenix, it was time for me to meet a shemale.She lived on Beacon street, i remeber being all nervous walking over there but that all evaporated when she opened the door, she wore a black bra, thong, thigh highs and heels and was beautiful, she invited me in and had me sit on the bed, got me undressed and then laid me on the bed while we watched a porn and then all of a sudden she kissed me, she stuck her tongue in my mouth and i remember feeling so at peace and thing “this is totally worth it” my hand exploring her body, reaching for her crotch, looking for her cock which she loving fed to me for thirty minutes, o what a glorious night.Few months later met an asian shemale, such a nice girl, huge tits and huge cock, I dropped to my knees and sucked and sucked, i was so happy, just in heaven.Then there was the blonde tranny that live behind symhony hall, we sixty nined and I came all over her, she was nice, great tits, nice cock.But then came the night, this venezuelan trany that lived in the theater district, she was nice, made me feel at home, we smoked a joint and she knew I liked panties, made me put my red satin thong right in front of her and then we sat down on her couch and smoked the joint until she started to rub the buldge in my panties, she was strong, lifted me over her an we kissed, kissed hard, I could feel a little stubble on her chin but i loved it, slid down to my knees and suck on her glorious aydın escort cock, it was huge 8 o 9 inches just gorgeous, i was hers.she led me to the bedroom and we laid in bed and we sixty nined and then she got me on all fours, spread my panties and I knew what was coming, I panicked, try to ge of bed but she was strong and nice and persuasive, i relaxe, clutched the pillow and she fucked my ass.That was a very special moment, up until then I had fooled around with lots of guys, made out, worn panties and bras and sucked cock but that was the first time I was penetrated, the first time a cock slid in my and it was such an amazing experience, I keep whimpering to into the pillow ‘god im gay, god I’m gay” she just laughed and fucked my young ass, what an amazing night.Since then many years have passed and i have had quite a few lovers, and quite an assortment of lingerie, I have purged more times than I can remember but I always come back.I love to sit in my panties and bra and watch porn, particularly cross dressers, and shemales, love anything that has cocks in it…..lol…..love to fantasies about other men and transgender ladies, one on one, threesomes, foursomes i want to be gang banged!!!!! I want a great big bukake in my cutest, slutties lingeries and I want it filmed for the world to see!!!!!But I also really enjoy watching CD doing solos, I myself have done many, there is something so special about watching another CD masturbating for the camera, but its also sad, its sad because I know how they feel, its lonely, sometimes filled with shame and hard to share so sometimes I get sad when I am watching that lonely CD masturbating for my pleasure because he should be masturbating for his boyfriend. Its lonely to be a gay CD when still in the closet, I love all of you Cd’s that are jacking off t a camera by your selves right now, I want you to know that i love you because I too have been there and I wish I could be with you I love you my sweet transvestite.