Jamaican Honeymoon: How far is too far?

Jamaican Honeymoon: How far is too far?Jamaican Honeymoon:How far is too far?My girlfriend and I have been together for a little over a year and have been in an exclusive relationship since she moved in with me. We live in Atlanta and I do well for myself and have a decent amount of expendable income. I am in love with my girlfriend and always feel open with her about experimenting in new sexual fetishes. I have always had extreme sexual fetishes and have dreamed about being cuckolded. The question is how do you bring up to your partner that you would enjoy her seeking other lovers. Some women may enjoy the idea while others would be offended believing that you think of them as a slut. My fetish was growing and I wanted to tell her of my fantasy. I had to plan out what to say about her having affairs and my willingness to be cuckolded without scaring her away. I love my girlfriend and did not want to risk her leaving me, so I needed to be careful in my approach.When I was having dinner with Sarah one night I made sure she had plenty of wine and romanced her to a passionate night of sex. As we were in the glow of our respective orgasms I decided now was the time to explore our fetishes.“Sarah, I thought it may be fun to explore each others fetish to bring more excitement to how sex life.”Looking a bit angry, “what do you mean, is our sex life not satisfying you? You seemed like you had a good time. “No honey, sex is great but I like the idea of pushing our boundaries more.”“What kind of boundaries are you thinking about?”“Nothing specific, just try new maybe more taboo things, like maybe having sex in public.”She stared at me with a contemplative look on her face, considering what I was saying and trying to see if I am serious.“So you want to have sex in public?”I replied, “ maybe, I have always had a fetish of including others in our sex life. I have always wanted to see you have sex with other men.” “And would you be having sex with other women?” she responded.“Maybe, but my fetish is geared more towards you. I know you have heard the term cuckold, which describes my fantasies for some time.” I concluded.“A cuckold?” she laughed and questioned, “so does that mean your fantasy is geared towards blacks, or just anybody with a big cock? Wait, is this a humiliation fantasy?” She added.I was not really sure how much I wanted to divulge, but realized I had already went to far with my confession and needed to come completely clean.Timidly “yes actually, I would love to see you take on others lovers, black lovers. I also know that even though our sex life is good, I would love to see you fully satisfied from having a giant cock filling you.”I was not small at just over 6 inches, but the idea of seeing her with a black 8-10 inch cock would be sexually gratifying for me. My girlfriend is 5.6 and have ample b**sts and a great body. She is not fat, but had a thickness to match her breasts and was very beautiful. Sarah would never be confused as over weight but rather just enough to not be super thin, which adds to her having a nicely round ass. I think she would look amazing riding atop a giant black cock and that image is all I think about when I see her. We have been together for a while and are planning on getting married next month so we can take our honeymoon in Jamaica. The look on her face is showing that she is becoming open to the possibility of cuckolding me. I told her that I thought it may be great to have her first time with another man on our wedding night. A smile came across her face and asked,“Who do you have in mind?”“No one yet, but I thought since our wedding is in the morning and taking an early flight to Kingston, we may find some one there before we go to bed.”“ So you want some strange black Jamaican man to consummate your marriage for you?” she questioned.I replied, “my cock is already getting hard thinking about it, but do you agree to try it. I do not want to make you do anything you do not want to do. The purpose of cuckolding to give power to the woman.” A cuckolding lifestyle is truly a strong statement in support of a feminist world, you are literally allowing your wife to control the relationship. She agreed to think about trying it and said that the topic is making her wet. WEEK 1The wedding day arrived and all went well, as I am now a married man, happy to be joined for life to the woman I love more than anything in the world. We boarded the flight and flew to Kingston, Jamaica and immediately found our hotel. Since it was only 4pm local time we decided to see the sights and try and find a man to make my wife a true woman. We ate at a beach side restaurant where we enjoyed the view while having a lot of drinks. A tall very dark skinned man kept staring at my wife reminding me of the goal we needed to achieve before the end of the day. We have not yet had a wedding night but it was getting late and so I waved to the man staring at my wife, indicating for him to join us. He introduced himself as Delroy and I introduced myself and my wife.“Hello, I am Johnny and this is my wife Sarah. I noticed you staring at her for quite some time.”He responded apologetically, “I’m sorry man I did not want to offend anyone but, she is just very beautiful and I could not stop myself.” Sarah blushed when he said that and I could tell she though he was very hot with a solid frame and big muscles. I am a slender guy so Delroy is the opposite of me in all aspects. As the conversation continued, I told him my wife seems to enjoy his appearance and if he feels the same. He agreed and thought Sarah was truly a beautiful woman and almost wished her husband was not here. Based on the way my wife was blushing as we talked that this was the right guy for her. Only wearing shorts it was easy to see how well he is built, so I started to try and take glimpses of his crotch to see if I could tell how endowed he was. I think he noticed my attempts and could figure out what our intention was and asked if we want to take our conversation to somewhere more private. I said that I thought that was a great idea and asked if he wanted to go back to our room. A sly smile appeared across his face realizing that he was about to fuck my newly wedded wife. We arrived back in our apartment and I asked him if he wanted a drink, he answered that he would love one. As I made started to pour drinks for the three was us Delroy and Sarah took a seat, returning I passed them their drinks and sat down myself. It was at that moment that I realized I was seated in a chair while Sarah and Delroy were on the loveseat together. I became disturbed that this setup was not even questioned by Sarah to sit next to her tall, dark, and strong Jamaican man. This is the man who is about to consummate our marriage, as I am not planning on having sex with her for the entire honeymoon. The no sex honeymoon will be difficult since we have a solid month in Jamaica as we have a small apartment rental for the month. The privacy staying in an apartment over a hotel is beneficial for our cuckolding plans, but also gives us a lot of room and has two bedrooms. The plan to stay a month was made before our decision of not consummating our marriage until we get back home. The thought in my mind that my wife will be fucking everyone but me for the first month of our marriage is making me hard. however I an realizing that I cannot have sex for a whole month while watching my wife enjoy her sex life in our marriage will be difficult. The only hope I have to get laid is if she does not enjoy the idea of sex with all these black men instead of me. Either way this month will truly test my desire to be cuckolded.Just then I had not noticed that they have been kissing passionately for the past few minutes and my wife’s hand is unbuttoning his pants as they are seated next to each other on the couch. She unzipped his pants and he lifted himself up so my wife can pull down his pants and underwear to his ankles. That moment solidified the knowledge that I was screwed and will not have sex for the rest of the month. His cock was semi hard and eclipsed her hand, blowing my mind as it looked almost doubled my 6 incher. In reality his cock was probably around 9 inches, but the girth was actually twice mine and made him şişli escort seem like a monster. Sarah’s eyes were wide in disbelief, but that did not stop her from immediately lowering her head down to his cock and licking the head of his cock for a few licks until sucking just the head in her mouth. The head alone made it appear she had a whole cock in her mouth and then she begins to try and take most of his cock in her mouth with limited success. My mind then went back to him and noticed as he glanced towards me for a second before taking off his shirt and began unbuttoning Sarah’s top forcing her to raise herself off his cock with a disappointed look on her face. Delroy sat there completely naked with muscular arms, defined abs, and his huge cock hanging from his body. This is a person who no one would confuse with anything but being a Man, I might be male and called a man but I suddenly feel like I have been living a lie. This man is truly manly and even though I am straight, I am now sitting there with a hard-on while admiring Delroy’s physique. Delroy started playing with Sarah breasts while their tongues were mingling again. Delroy stood up taking my wife’s hand and announced that they are going somewhere more comfortable, with Sarah understanding what he means led him by the hand to our bedroom.I sat in the chair with my mind racing trying to adapt to the events that has and is still currently happening. I came to realize that I have been alone for the past several minutes. As I approached the bedroom I began to hear my new wife moaning thinking that I have waited to long to get up and felt that I should not disturb them tried to figure out what I should do. Thinking that this is her wedding night I decided that the night should be hers and not mine and headed to the other bedroom. I felt it would not be right to be there gawking and touching myself as she enjoys her wedding night of passion. I got undressed and tried to sleep in the spare room, but being next door I was constantly hearing moans and the squeak of the bed and pounding on the wall as they made love. Love, is that what they are doing, at least by the sound it certainly no less than a good fucking. I never did get a good night and eventually woke up around 8:00 in the morning, not hearing anything. I decided it was time to get up and make some coffee, so I headed to the kitchen.In the kitchen I found my wife sitting at the table with a huge smile on her face drinking coffee, while Delroy was standing in his underwear with an obvious bulge, pouring himself a cup. My wife looked beautiful sitting there in sexy pink negligee with a sexually satisfied look in her smile.“Good morning” my wife stated as nothing has happened. I replied, “morning, from the sounds I assume you two had a good night?“Yes, it was an unbelievable experience. I have never had sex like that in my whole life.”Delroy also replied, “ you are a lucky man, your wife is beautiful and amazing in bed. She told me that you always had her experiment with positions and so I should be Thanking you. Well, beyond loaning your wife of course.”I responded to him that his thanks was not necessary since this has been a fetish of mine for a long time. As I made my coffee, Delroy stood behind my wife and started feeling her breasts while she looks up and kiss him passionately, as if he was her newly wedded husband. Delroy left, but we all made plans to meet for dinner. My wife and I began discussing what has taken place, she was confused why I never came to the bedroom and watch them since that is a part of my fantasy. I told her that it felt wrong as if I was intruding on her wedding night and decided to let them have alone time. We agreed that I would be a part of other instances, at least as a watcher since we had both agreed to only have sex with anyone but me until we go home. I am starting to regret making her agree to that since I was desperately horny and needed some relief. This month my only relief will be with my own hand, since she believes her touching my cock would violate our agreement. As we talked we discussed the fact that no one had condoms and the three times he came in her was completely unprotected. Before our agreement for her to cuckold me on our honeymoon, we had decided to have a baby and wanted to conceive on our honeymoon since both of us are already in our thirties that it would be a good time to have our first c***d. We discussed going to find the morning after pill, but she stated that since it was my idea to have her cuckold me and not use birth control on our honeymoon, we should risk what happens to up my fantasy a bit. I was first upset that does she really want to be impregnated by a black man on our honeymoon. Sarah said it was not her plan, but this whole situation was my idea and we should risk it and live with the consequences. Three months ago we had decided to make sure she is pregnant, now that is the thought haunting me. There is no doubt if things stay this way she will become pregnant before our honeymoon is up. Sarah does not seem to mind knowing that before our first anniversary she will be giving birth to a black baby. I began to think she would never allow that to happen this casually and beginning to suspect she is playing with me. I decide to play along and allow her to play her game. “Sure I think you should have a baby from Delroy or some other guy you may fuck duringduring this holiday.” “So a black baby will be in our future then?” she responded.I replied, “I guess, but whose baby might be interesting if you find more lovers.”She hit me hard, “I am not sure if I will have other lovers, I want to continue with Delroy and we will always know who the father is.”I did not expect this, if she only has one lover and does actually become pregnant, what does that mean about us. Delroy is well built and very good looking with the darkest shade of skin, a man who must be admired. I still doubt she is serious, but If he does father our first c***d it will be very lucky.We had decided to go to a beach side restaurant to meet Delroy, when he arrived Sarah stood up and kissed him on the lips. As we sat there and ate dinner, we discussed what we wanted and we informed him that Sarah has chosen him as her sole lover while we are in Jamaica. He did not seem too surprised and agreed to make sure he would be available for the entire month. I sat there listening and became a bit shocked to hear that he will be staying in our apartment every night. Sarah then let him know that she has no intention of getting pregnant, but will not be using any birth control for the month. Delroy smiled and said he cannot believe she will not be pregnant by the end of the month. My heart stopped for a minute as I begin to realize that if she is not on something she will become pregnant. I admit that along with my apprehension I was getting excited by the idea of this very handsome black man fathering our first c***d. During this conversation, I had agreed to move into the second bedroom so they can stay in the main room full-time. I will of course be a part of the fun and will get to watch as they fuck and sometimes make love. We had a lot to drink and we went back to the apartment so they can have a second tryst while I watch this time. It felt good to get out of the heat and back to our apartment. Delroy and Sarah has been holding hands from the cafe back to the apartment and immediately walked to the bedroom. Following a few steps behind, when i arrived in the bedroom, they were already naked and making out on the bed. Damn’’ thinking to myself with how fast they began. I never noticed Sarah being hesitant, but rather she looked to be as comfortable as if she was making love to her husband. In reality of course she has never had sex with her husband since they failed to consummate the marriage before she took a lover. I sat in a chair I set up in a corner has they fucked passionately, too caught of in their sex to notice I was even there. They were beautiful together as Sarah was riding on top of him and moaning in ecstasy. I am beginning to think cuckolding is no longer a fetish, rather a new state of being. Seeing the two of them together avcılar escort shows how natural all this was and why it is being almost commonplace in many communities and in pornography. WEEK 2Delroy and Sarah have not stopped fucking over the past week, so it was not surprising when she felt ill and decided to see a doctor. The doctor gave the report we all expected, that Sarah was not only pregnant, but pregnant with Delroy’s c***d. After the news, we were back at the apartment having sex again, but now I participate in small ways by holding Sarah hand and kiss her as I tell her how much I love her. Eventually it lead me to eating her creampies since she is already pregnant. One thing led to another and I found myself cleaning Delroy’s cock with my mouth after my mouth after each fucking. Things progressed in a way that felt natural and as I sat on my knees, kneeling before this large black man sucking his cock just felt right. Sarah has made several comments that I should experience what she has during their fucking. The comments were referring to being fucked by Delroy, but I laughed them off as jokes of an aroused hot-wife. More Sara made her bisexual comments the more I wondered how his cock felt going in and out. At first I figured it would not be the same since I do not have a pussy, but remembering that they have had anal sex numerous times over the past week and knew it was possible to take his giant cock inside me if I gave in to him fully. “Come on, I know you would enjoy it” Sarah said.“I am not not gay” I replied.“Besides the cock sucking?” she contested.I then answered, “cock cleaning..it’s different, I simply clean your juices and his cum off his cock.”“Really?” she questioned. “Just cleaning his cum off his cock? Sounds kinda gay to me. Just think about it this way, I want to see it and I think it will bring us closer together and I know you are not gay.”I thought about it for a while and realized I was even contemplating to do what she was asking me. I figured if I was a submissive cuck watching this glorious black man fuck my newly wedded wife every night and impregnate her, that maybe I should continue this downward spiral I am already in.“Fine, maybe Delroy should fuck me!””You Don’t know how much you will enjoy it” Sarah emphasized.”I doubt I will, but if you want me to do it this badly…what can I say.”I am not gay and thought giving Delroy a blowjob will be the extent of my gay games. Sarah kept insisting that she knows I am not gay and if anything it is a bi thing. I thought maybe being bi could be argued over gay, if I actually had sex with women. But, since well before my wedding I have barely touched a woman and definitely nothing that would be considered intercourse. Sarah had me kneel on the bed and raise my ass in the air so she could apply lube while inserting fingers into me. After a few minutes of the finger fucking, getting me loosen up. Delroy came to the bed and liked up behind me. I looked around my side and saw that he was not wearing a condom and began to say something. Suddenly, I realized that Delroy wearing a condom made no sense considering he obviously never used one on Sarah. I braced myself as I felt his cock entering me, creating the weird feeling of having to take a shit. The pain I expected was not nearly as bad as I thought it would be. Once he paused to let me get used to the feeling and then slowly began to pull back and then slowly back in. The feeling felt good, although my cock showed no signed as it shrunk back into me. I began to enjoy the motion of his cock and looking up I Sarah staring at me with the biggest grin on her face. She told me how much she loved me and happy that I agreed to do this for her. Then I realized we have switched places and I am now cuckolding her with a big black cock while she plays the supportive spouse. I had not noticed that Delroy pace had picked up and was fucking my as like a horny slut. The harder he fucked me, the more I liked it and my groans became moans of pleasure. After several minutes if this I could feel his cock throbbing inside me as he came buckets of fun into my ass. If I was a woman, I would definitely be carrying his baby with this cum. After all my wife is carrying his baby. Delroy pulled out of me with a pop and I immediately go on my knees and sucked his cock clean. Morning my cock sucking was just cleaning his cock, after today I started to just give him blowjobs. Over the following week, we started to go out and see the sights, go shopping and eat at fancy restaurants. Delroy went with us and I became the third wheel as they held hands and kissed each other periodically and continually fucking every night. We all enjoyed our nights and Sarah enjoyed fucking Delroy who also fucked me some nights. This was a joke from Delroy as he fucked me leaving her to satisfy herself. Most of the time I acted as the fluffer, sucking Delroy to hardness so he could please my wife. Some nights I stay in the apartment while they have date night and realized the connection they now had. New thoughts started forming and I needed to think about what needs to happen in the future. Decision made.WEEK 3Sarah was out shopping while I did some sightseeing, doing the more standard honeymoon stuff. I was never one for the heat and found myself going back to the apartment early to relax and cool down. After I took a shower to clean up after walking in the sun all day, i heard a knock on the door; arriving there it was Delroy. I told him that Sarah was still out and invited him to hang out if he wanted. The TV was on in the background while we talked about a variety of topics, how was it living in Jamaica, has he been to the states, what I did for a living. We moved towards our current situation and what led me to suggest cuckolding and interracial breeding. I told him about the erotic stories and how I began masturbating to these stories until they consumed my thoughts. I reconfirmed to him that he is her only lover as a married woman and that we still have not consummated our marriage properly. Letting Delroy know that we stopped having sex couple of weeks before the wedding and she never used birth control pills so we only used condoms before that; Delroy beginning to realize he has been the only man to be in Sarah unprotected. Delroy was amazed at what he was hearing and obviously getting turned on as I could see the huge bulge forming in these shorts. He noticed that I saw his bulge and asked if I could take care of it for him, since it was me that created with my stories. I moved off the couch onto my knees pulling down his shorts to reveal his massive boner and immediately went down to engulf as much of his cock as I could. I bobbed on his cock for several minutes enjoying the blowjob myself and getting off on the pleasure I knew I was bringing to Delroy As he was about to cum, he pushed me back and got up telling me he wanted to make it last and told me to follow him to his and Sarah’s bed. Knowing what he expected I disrobed and bent over the bed so He can line up and began fucking me. After some time doing doggy I wanted to try something new and had him let me switch so he could fuck me face to face until he cums. After an hour I still wanted to experiment a bit and after some fluffing with my mouth I had him lay down so I could get on top and ride him. This position felt the most effeminate position yet really making me question my straightness some more. I took another shower after Delroy came in me for a second time today and went back to the couch to talk. As we were sitting around chatting, I told him I had a favor to ask of him and it may be a big step for him. “I told you about the fantasy that led to this situation and acting submissive, giving up my wife to black cock has driven me thus far” I began.“Yeah man, I think it is crazy but I will not argue against it as I am the one reaping the rewards” Delroy responded. “I bet you won’t, but I am beginning to feel that…since Sarah is carrying you baby and not being married to you will make the c***d a bastard. This situation feels very wrong to me.”“What do you want to do about, let Sarah have an abortion?”“No no, nothing like that, but I have come to the conclusion şirinevler escort that maybe you two should be married.”“Married?”Delroy responded in confusion. “Are you trying to get rid of your wife?”No, I mean I am madly in love with Sarah and will always be with her. After this vacation is over we will both go back and live out our lives together. My view is that since she is having your c***d, your relationship should be made official.”“So, we will make her a bigamist?” Delroy replied.As I was about to respond to Delroy about my plan Sarah walked in and and looked concerned as we stopped and turned towards her.Sarah got a shower and came to the couch with us guys.“So what you you two conspiring about?” she questioned.“Nothing” I responded.She looked towards Delroy and planted a kiss on his lips and asked if he needs to let some passions loose. To her surprise, he responded that he was not sure if he had it in him and that her husband kept him fully drained all afternoon. She turned to me and asked what happened while she was gone and I gave her a detailed description of all the ways Delroy fucked me. The smile on her face giving away her satisfaction that I have grown accustomed to bottoming for her lover. Instead of sex we sat there and watched TV and had more everyday fun you don’t expect to have with your wife and her black lover. Later that night I decided it was time to tell her what I have already told Delroy. Like Delroy, she was shocked and thought I was trying to get rid of her. I explained my decision and thought it would never separate us, but rather make us closer than ever. She questioned how this is possible since a divorce will take weeks. I responded that technically we never have consummated our marriage so it would only be an annulment. Sarah’s mind started to click and realized that is true and asked if I really wanted this since her and Delroy’s marriage will be consummated and cannot be undone so easily. I told her that I will always be with her no matter who her husband is and it will make it easier for Delroy to come in to visit since his family are Americans. Delroy with a sneaky look responded that he does not think he could do this because he does not want his wife sleeping with me. I told them that I had been coming to the decision to become celibate and abstain from sex. The look on both of their faces could not have shown more disbelief. Sarah asked if I have planned on not having sex with her any more or with no one at all. I made it clear that I would never want to have sex with anyone else, but I believed that she should fulfill my greatest desire by denying me sex forever and only taking black cock. Delroy pondered that statement and added a new clause, stating that to make sure of my celibacy I should have an orchiectomy. I responded credulously, “you want me to be castrated?” His response was an affirmative, informing us that it would be easy to convince a doctor to perform the operation there. Sarah with an amazed look on her face was starting to say that it would not be possible , but I interrupted her telling him that I agree to his request. Sarah turned towards me not believing what I was saying and beginning to think this was all a mad joke we created. I reaffirmed that I would have the procedure and once the deed is done Sarah and Delroy would have a small ceremony tying the knot.WEEK 4The next day me and Sarah went to the courts to have our marriage officially annulled and were both surprised at how quick and easy it was. Three weeks ago I was a married man going on his honeymoon, now I am no longer married and will be the best man to my wife’s new groom. Right after the annulment, we had an appointment to have me castrated in a quick outpatient procedure. I was prepped and had both Sarah and Delroy there to observe the procedure, with Sarah looking more scared than me. I was in a seat laying back as the procedure was taking place in the office. The doctor had placed a lot of gauze around me to contain blood flow and inserted a syringe with a local anesthetic to numb the area. The doctor, a black woman, then left to prepare as I grew numb. About fifteen minutes later she came back and quickly sat in front of my balls to begin her incision. It only took a minute for her to pull out the first testicle and clamped it off and was about to make the cut when I asked her to stop. “I wanted to make sure we are all on the same page, so I think Sarah and Delroy should cut each ball off.” simultaneously informing them and asking the doctor. The doctor said she was fine with anything we wanted and asked who was first.“I think Delroy should begin and then Sarah needs to finish it since it would end our sex life forever.” The doctor had Delroy walk up and take the surgical scissors and as he grabbed them he looked at me silently asking if I was OK with this and I simply nodded just before he made the cut to separate me from one of my balls. Suddenly I saw the testicle fall into a tray being held by the doctor. The doctor motioned for Sarah to come over and as she asked, “are you really sure about this? There will be no going back. The life we had will be over and I will only have sex with other men and there will be no sex between us ever again.” she said, emphasizing the extreme nature of what we are doing. I knew she was right, but the fetish as turned me on so much that it I was not numb I would have a hard as a rock erection right now. “I know and it may be a mistake , but I am willing to make it if you are. After all, you are the one holding the scissors and have the power to make permanent decisions. If you are okay not having sex with me ever gain make the cut….” Just as I said that, I saw my last testicle fall as she made the cut quickly and looked me in the eyes and told me that she loved me and I responded likewise. The doctor unable to hold back a sly grin as all this drama took place moved back to me to start sewing up my sack and get me cleaned up. The doctor gave Sarah a three month supply of testosterone to give me as needed. She then gave me a letter explaining some accident that never happened to give my regular doctor to explain my loss of balls.Since I was still numb from the procedure, we decided to go to the court house so we can have the ceremony in case I would be too sore later to be a part of the ceremony. The process was very quick and led us into a judge chambers with a witness to sign the papers and for them to make their vows. They took the usual vows to make the process quick and in minutes Sarah had just married another man, the father of her c***d she was pregnant with. I told them both that since I felt they should have the honeymoon me and Sarah never had that I will stay at the apartment and pay for them to have a few nights at a good hotel. We made it to their room and told Sarah that before leave she deserves what I had to go through and watch Delroy have sex with another person on her honeymoon. Before anyone reacted I quickly started to strip and bent over the bed; Delroy realizing what I meant lowered his pants and lined up behind me as Sarah sat in a chair in the corner. I stood there bent over with anticipation then suddenly I felt the hardness of a black cock pushing into me, filling me up. The fucking I received lasted twenty minutes as I bent over I could see Sarah smiling as she watch from behind us. I could tell that she enjoyed the idea of me submitting to her lover, knowing that this is now the only future for us moving forward.HOMEAt the end of the month we arrived back home as if nothing unusual had happened except for the two permanent pieces of evidence. Our daily life went back to normal as we went back to work and after a couple of months Sarah began showing and wondered how we inform our friends and family that our baby coming in a few months will look nothing like me. Delroy came to the states to visit Sarah and give her a good fucking while she was fully showing. Sarah never did remain faithful to him and amassed several lovers which many had me participate and even fucked me often when Sarah was not feeling up to it. I sometimes think I let my hormones to drove me too far and gave into my fetish more than I should. I missed the idea of having sex with my wife and having a nortmal relationship. But, then again that let to excite me and get off on it in my head , since I can no longer get hard. I would never trade my life with the normal one, my fantasies have been achieved and I find the new life perfect for me. Sarah does not be complaining about the changes either.